i want to live in the peaceful feeling you get underwater where everything sounds softer and the lights are all tinged blue and the world feels silky and light and surreal
almost two years later,
and i still dream of you.
my brain cannot shake you.
my body cannot shake you.
i literally crave your touch sometimes.
but i haven’t even been touched by you in so long.
how the fuck is this possible,
you remaining.
will my mind ever be at rest?
will i ever escape the idea of you and i
together
